Wednesday, June 30
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6/30/2004 12:15:00 AM
Tuesday, June 29
Today alot of things happen.. Let's start from morning..
This morning, I jus wake up and I got shit from my parents.. They scolded me for the roxy bag as they think it is not "politically right".. What the hell.. And I am in dazed becuz I just wake up and did not even brush my teeth..
When I am in school, I keep on vomiting.. Due to the medicine, I am feeling nausea.. Den I got no choice but called the clinic to confirm the medicine and the doc stop me from eating the antibiotics after that..
After my lessom, I decided to head for home.. And when I reach home , a guy called Gabriel called me.. It is about the interview we going to have.. Thanks to Cherie.. I am sort of willing to tell about my past's life.. And allow more people to benefit from it..
In the evening, I went to my gram's place.. I really miss all my cousins alot.. And I got to know that my eldest cousins, Eric went for army last thurs.. Too bad, I did not managed to bid him farewell.. I wonder when will be the next time I see him..
When it is almost time to go for dinner, Cheryl called me.. I am happy to hear her voice and knowing that she enjoyed herself over at the camp.. She is right, as friends, the lst thing we wanna to do to one another is to stop one another to grow or move towards the future..
Ater Cheryl put down the phone, Eugene called to disuss about this sat and chalet thingy.. This sat is confirmed already.. The decision is just whether do we wanna watch first or eat first.. Den afterthat, I am thinking of going to Cheryl's house to stay den we go to Booster session together on Sunday.. And this is going to be hanging till friday when I confirm with her.. For the chalet, I am still deciding to split or pay alone.. I really do not know.. My parents asking me if it is worth it or not.. I really do not know.. I can't imagine asking Ivan, Desmond, Wei Tang they all to come and yet ask them to pay.. If they paying like that, I do not want to celebrate my Birthday liao.. I fee very awkward.. What the hell.. Tomorrow morning den tink.. I am too tired..
Parents, my bro, my aunts and my gran's went for dinner at Jumbo together.. It been a while ever since I eat such a meal.. Really.. I have been eating catering for almost 1 month.. And I have enough of it.. Haha.. And they ordered my favourite dishes of Drunken Prawn and Yam paste with Ginko nut.. What a heaven..
Oh ya.. I heard from my bro that Wanda need to go for X rayand maybe need to have operation.. I am really worried for her.. Must remember to sms on thurs to find out more.. And show more concern to her..
Just now, Annice msn me.. Kris's things settled le.. Lucky.. if not, I do not know what to expect le.. It's not I do not wan to lend her.. But I really do not have so much cash.. Very sorry.. I am not a good sister..
I am about to sleep soon and my parents give all kind of shit abt the chalet again.. Sigh.. I think that's all folks.. Good nite!!
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6/29/2004 11:26:00 PM
It been a while since I blog.. School finaly reopen.. I have not get in momentum with school life yet.. Damn chia lat.. Nevertheless, I must still need to get things done.. And find out my syllabus before Gary come and screwed me.. Haha.. =X
I've been talking to Kian Mei just now.. It been a while since I talk to her.. She used to be my very good friend.. I know her like almost 5 years le.. Hmm.. Forget about asking me why because the story between me and her cuz it is very long lor.. There is only one thing I wanna say is I am very happy to talk to her again.. As I say it have been a while since I talk to her.. Both of us are used tobe very good frends until to the extend where we can read each other's mind and know what each other thinking even before we respond to the event.. It's great to know that at least I have one enemy less..
Tomorrow Cheryl is going to camp le.. Will miss her lot.. Trina also.. Wonder how they will cope with their stuff.. Jus now, Ping message me saying that she miss me.. Hehe.. So happy.. Miss u too Ping.. Adil and Pearlyn is started school today.. All the best to both of them.. And most importantly, Eugene is talking N level this year.. All the best.. Kai min.. Another bro of mine.. All the best to him too..
I really miss the camp alot.. With the Assistant coach and fellow coaches.. All the ups and downs.. Gone through all the thick and thins.. Really worth remembering.. I love al of you..
Cheryl: Thank you for all the times we spend in the short 1 and 1/2 month.. I got to say that we have know each another well just within such a short time.. And people around me is like thought we have know each other for 5 years.. I got to say I am very proud of the friendship we have.. ALl the camps that we coach togeter throughout the hols and the trip together to KL.. All the wonderful, happy and unforgettable memory that sank deep iside my heart shall remain.. I just want you to know that I will do whatever it takes to keep the friendship.. I will never let go of it even if u want me to or u decided to give up..
I believe good friends are hard to come by.. Esp those that gone through thick and thin together..
There's one thing right now make me tink back.. Whenever I meet Cheryl and Pearlyn together.. I feel extra sia.. I do not know why.. Both of them used to be very close from what I know.. And It seems like things changes when I come into picture.. Not that I am hao lianz or what.. Or think I very big.. But this is exactly how I feel..
Well.. That's all.. Gotta go.. Tml got lesson at 9 am.. Take care guys.. Bye!!
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6/29/2004 12:15:00 AM
Tuesday, June 22
Hello.. Hehe.. 2nd day of Advance Module.. Hehe.. Hmm.. I dunno what I am doing.. I dreading the fact that next week is school reopen.. I will miss the people here definitely..
I got a strong feeling for Julian.. Haha.. I dunno why.. But he is really a nice guy lor.. Really interesting..
Anyway, I am going to IndoChine tomorrow.. With Cheryl, Eugene, Julian and Myabe Adil and my bro.. I see how lor.. Abit confusing plan for us you see as we do not know what time will us be released.. Anyway, I supposed that does not matter at the moment..
I got one bad feeling.. I am sort of feeling down whenever Cheryl shuan me.. How?? Cuz I always felt a drop of self esteem whenever that happen.. Do not ask me why.. On the another hand, I really treat her as my very close friends.. Really.. We cried together, we play, we have fun and we also learn together.. And that actually strengthen our friendship and I am very proud of that.. Alot of people ask if like know each other for like 5 years or so but actually we know each other for only 1 and half months only.. Haha..
Just now on the way to bath, she compared me with Pearlyn.. I felt very.. I do not know what word to use.. All I know is it does not feel good.. Sigh.. Shuan le.. I do not want to spoil my energy level.. =)
No matter what, I would not do anything to spoil the friendship.. That's all I can say..
Hmm.. I think I got to stop for now and go and do my work le.. Yeah.. See ya soon.. Bye!!
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6/22/2004 03:24:00 PM
Monday, June 21
Haha.. yeah.. This the 4th camp of my June Holiday.. My god!! Haha.. I am really tired right now.. But I know that I will be able to go through everything.. Well, I know that I would not be blogging in so soon.. As I am in camp right now.. I have just created a manual for myself regarding the blog and I will write it down instead..
I do not know what to write as I am sort of feeling in a rush.. Anyway, I am quite lost right now as I am just promoted to coach.. And I do not know anything abt what is advance module all about.. What the hell.. Die!! Anyway, I know I will be like follow blindly and have to be present all the time.. Do I look like I have a choice?
I just remember something.. Today is the first day of my poly's friends attachment.. All the best to them.. Hehe.. May them enjoy themselves.. =)
I think I got to go first.. Briefing time.. See ya again..
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6/21/2004 08:28:00 AM
Friday, June 18
Yeah.. Now is the 3rd day of SK 3.. Hmm.. It is not easy to come to this stage.. Really.. Hmm.. Cheryl and I have gone through quite alot because we are new and alot of new coaches as well.. I know that all these can not be excuse also.. hehe.. The worst is her lor.. Cuz she is the PD.. She dare not bothered me as the APD because she thinks that I have my group to take care of.. Sorry about it..
Yesterday night, something happen between both of us.. Hmm.. I do not know what to say.. And we gave feedback to one another.. And we chatted alot.. I also told her alot obout myself that I do not tell other people one.. As it is the past, I do not want to mention anything here.. Hehe.. All I got to say is no matter what.. Nothing have change..
Anyway, there are 2 more days to go.. I would really want to pass it smoothly and show her all the support that I can provide for her.. Yump..
That's all Folks.. Now outdoor time.. Will continue again..
Bye bye..
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6/18/2004 03:09:00 PM
Tuesday, June 15
Haha.. Tomorrow is the starting of SK 3.. The office is in a mess right now.. I do not know why.. Cheryl is busy with some stuff but I am up to no help(I think so).. What the hell.. I am pissed right now for some reason..
Argh.. Screwed.. Tomorrow must change state.. Now, I think i will just be what I wanna feel.. *Phew* ENOUGH!! FUCK!! I hate myself.. Bleah.. *Faint* SHIT!! I do not know what I am saying right here.. Just feel that.. I decide to hate myself right now.. haha.. Uncle ***** I got one secret to tell you.. I HATE MYSELF!!
I got to go already.. =P Bye!!
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6/15/2004 10:56:00 PM
Hello.. I am back from Malaysia.. Well, in fact, I am back since yesterday nite.. I did not blog in bacause I am too tired and I have to pack bags for the next coming few camps which will be a 8 days thingy.. I think I will miss blogging in alot..
Well, Just now talk to my mum for a while.. She discussed something about going to NUS to study.. I do not know why my heart in fact dropped.. It seems like I am dreading it.. I did not want to study in Singapore.. And most importantly, I do not dare to even think that I even can make it for NUS.. My results right now is damn chia lat in Poly.. I hate programming.. I wonder what I can do right now to actually improved it.. I do not want to disappoint my parents.. But yet, I do not want to do things against my wish.. I am feeling very lousy right now.. Really.. Sorry Mummy.. You have a useless daughter..
Anyway, talking about me going to Malaysia.. It is really fun.. I do not how to explain.. But I just simply enjoy it.. Especially with the companion of Carol, Zak and Cheryl.. No fake or false front is needed..
Day 1
We arrived at 9pm in KL.. We stayed at Crown Regency Apartment.. Hmm. For some reason, we stayed at Studio Apartment for the first nite.. Den Zak told us that we will be shifting to 2-room apartment the next morning before we head off to Genting.. After we settle down, we managed to bath and go for supper at Concorde Hotel.. For that night, we did not really do much except for pillow and soft toy fight between me and Cheryl.. What a childish thing we do.. Both of us are 19 years old somemore..
Day 2
We went to Genting.. And really did not enjoy much for me as I am seems to be a regular customer of Genting..
Genting have changed a lot since I went there last year Dec.. There are 2 pubs for 18 years old and above and I got to say that it is really cool.. The featured pubs are simply something that you can not find in Singapore.. Really.. Haha..
Day 3
We woke up quite late.. We went to Berjaya Time Square.. At Time Square, the theme park is damn shiok.. I would rather go to KL to play next time round den rather stay at Genting for the old same boring games… The DNA mixer, and so many more.. Well, Cheryl and I went through all the rides.. But Zak and Carol did not as they feel sick after a few rides of the roller coaster.. Well, all of us were sick anyway..
After the theme back we went to Bangsaar, for Lok Lok and some food.. We also chat about our family and our experience.. We also discussed about Benny.. My.. hmm.. Ex stead to me and to friends, both of us almost get into relationship.. (tis part, u will never understand the ordeal we go thru, I do not wan to discussed abt it too) I do not want to say much about this right here.. But I will never forget what we discussed..
About Benny and my brother.. I am worried.. I wonder how the sentence for Benny.. All the best to him.. Take care dude..
Day 4
We went to Sungei Wang and Lot 10.. I went there before.. I still can remember buying clothes and shopping with my aunt at Sungei Wang..
Anyway, I have bought a lot of things at Sungei Wang.. It is the last day, therefore, I practically used up all my ringgits.. Haha.. I bought new shoes, bag, shirt, and hmm.. Haha.. After that, go home time..
Something serious right here
I still remembered clearly about the question of =Why do I always allow myself to get hurt easily..= This statement is pass down by Cheryl to me.. At that very moment, my heart drop to the ground.. My mood was dampen.. I am not blaming Cheryl.. It just that I managed to escape through this and right now, it is the time to face it.. It dawn a lot on me.. It have been the fact that I am always allowing myself to get hurt easily..
Remember about someone?? Well, someone come into the picture right here.. Both of our relationship was the worst we had.. And yet, this relationship we had is the best we can get.. We love each other so much.. It just that we can not be together for some reasons.. The times we are together and times when we are apart.. How much have I gone through.. The love we used to share.. Right now, I dare to say that we are afraid to see one another or even being friends to one another.. Afraid that we might like one another again.. And we will fall into a well without any depth.. Afraid of getting one another hurt.. We wanted to avoid all these to the extends that we can not even be friends.. We understand each other so well that I do not know who will be able to substitute someone.. Someone, I really miss you a lot.. I miss those times we have.. How have you been? I been wanted to msg you all these while but I never been able to and I do not dare to.. I know you are cold towards me in the outside.. Inside you, you just want me to give up but what about you, have you gave up.. I understand you too well.. You know as well as I do that we still had each other in our hearts.. It’s just that you choose a different route as me to avoid the confrontation we have to go through..
I really do not know what’s wrong with me.. What happened to me? Why I am doing things that going against so many things.. I felt damn screwed.. Studies, Relationships and even during work.. Nothing seems correct.. Sometimes, I really wonder about the friendships that I have..
So what I have a lot of achievement? That is all in the past.. Now, I have learnt so many things.. But so what?
I really suspect my ability to do work.. And right now, I know it very well that I am not in the correct state to get ready for tomorrow battle as a APD.. I got a feeling that I would not be able to get into much help for Cheryl either.. Exactly the same feelings or even worse den what is Cheryl going through when she was the APD for Brenda.. For SK 3, I did not do anything at all.. I supposed that Cheryl thinks that I have other things to do.. But in fact, I also feel that I did not do anything for Alumni and A academy.. So tell me.. How screwed can I be right now..
Tell me what I can do.. I really feel small.. I felt so miniature to my surrounding.. I have so many successful people around me.. Cheryl, Trina, and Ping are getting in Uni very soon.. What about me? I really do not know.. So what I have goals in life? So what? Argh…
I still have a long way to go.. Right now, I have already have a long day to go..
Busy day later..
11am – Meeting Carol at NUSS Guild House
1pm – Meeting parents for lunch..
2pm – Maybe meeting Cheryl.. See how the arrangement goes..
5pm – Meeting Jin Hui for dinner at Cineleisure..
10pm – Meeting Adam to discuss about SK3..
After this, I have continuous 2 camps of 8 days to go.. What the hell.. I will miss blogging in again..
That’s all, Folks.. No mood to talk liao..
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6/15/2004 08:33:00 AM
Friday, June 11
I am off to malaysia guys.. Take care..
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6/11/2004 02:14:00 AM
Wednesday, June 9
Haha.. It been a while that I ever blog in.. Though it was like only three days.. SO what.. :P.. Got miss me?? Hehe.. Anyway, I am very tired.. I do not know why.. I am sort of drain of energy..
Hmm.. I am now in the office with Cheryl doing SK3 stuff.. Hehe.. And I decided to eat snake by writing blog.. What the hell, right?? Later Cheryl scold.. :P Hmm.. Shh.. I am upset sia.. Kena stuck here.. Suddenly feel like going to enjoy.. Really.. What else can I say? I have committment here.. :) Oh ya.. I wanna tell you a secret.. I always got bullied by Cheryl.. :( Abused child.. Must send her to the police.. *Gr|nZ*
Anyway, the kids now is outside doing their revision.. Hmm.. Worried that they fail again.. The whole group fail their test yesterday.. I am sort of hurt.. But what can I do now? I also donno.. Let's Joey and Gerald do the miracle..
Last but not least, I wanna say sorry to Eugene for what happen.. I will call him to explain later.. This is all misunderstanding ya..
Hmm.. I think I got to go liao.. Take care,k? Blog again when I am free..
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6/09/2004 08:30:00 AM
Sunday, June 6
Wondering why I blog?? I use Carol's laptop to blog.. Hehe.. :)
Today, I went out with my family.. Together with my bro and parents.. I am so happy.. It have been a while that we ever go out like this.. Hmm.. Too bad that I am having a slight fever today and did not go out for the whole day..
After talking to Eugene, I went to sleep till 5pm den I go and bath to go out for dinner.. It is really comfy to know that family still exists.. Whao..
Anyway, I am now in the office.. Waiting to go apartment.. Damn sianz.. Having bad cough.. I am really scared to disturb my fellow coaches tonight as my cough is really bad.. Thinking whether should I go for a doc tomorrow.. Supposed to go today but all the clinic is closed by then..
That's all I gotta say..
Oh ya.. Thanks Ping.. I really appreciate you for what you have done.. Really.. It will help alot.. :)
Sorry, I just got one bad news.. Alot of people is staying for IAG 2.. Shitty arh.. I do not feel like staying already.. Really.. I sleep here tonight.. If really alot, den I will go home.. Ya..
Good Nitez guys..
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6/06/2004 11:02:00 PM
Hello, it will be the last blog in for the next 2 weeks at least.. Depends if I am able to borrow com from my trainers.. It is eugene who make me write this blog.. It is not telling me personally but rather a conversation between both of us that make write this..
Well, the topic already shows what I am going to write anyway..
Eugene was sort of thinking about Cheryl and I going overseas to study.. For me, it would not be so fast unless I screwed up my results or stdies in Temasek Polytechnic.. If not, afer poly den go will be around 1 - 1 1/2 years time.. For Cheryl, it is either this year if she got thru her interview.. Well, though I hate to see friends leave.. Like Willy, Clarice and Charlene.. Still, I want the best for them. So I will wish Cheryl all the best in her interview..
Well, in life, there is no party that does not end.. Thik about it.. It is quite true.. Well, seriously, it is our part to keep and maintain our friendship.. How and What our friendship turn out, we have to take a look at ourselves before we can say anything..
Anyway, just cherish whatever itis right before our ees.. Do not wait till everything ends den we regret.. That might be too late.. I have alot of feelings about what we cal friendship. But, those are things that I can't use words to describe.. Let my action prove everything..
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6/06/2004 12:33:00 PM
As usual, I do not wish to mention anything about wat happening in the noon as I have already mention it at previous entry..
Anyway, I felt much better after everything is over.. Ping and I was like sharing some stuff and we discussed how come she and Ryan actually quarreled and Cheryl and I am actually sort of worried for her becuz she cried.. We feel for her as a group of closest friends within AKLTG..
Today went out with Eugene, Cheryl and Calista.. We went to Cineleisure for steamboat and ice cream buffet.. It was damn shiok.. Really.. All of us have so much joy and laughter.. We also make use of this to congrats Cheryl for getting in to the faculty of science in NUS.. (thanks to Candice) But I heard from here that she wants to go into the faculty of medicine and she might go Australia? I will miss her if she go.. I have lack of a person to chat, have fun and share with whether we are happy or sad..
After that we went to IndoChine.. So fun.. We have a few rounds of true and dare including a few sharing topic.. And we promised to keep within the table, so I am not going to say out here.. (“P)
After that we went home, me and Cheryl share a cab home.. And we started to have a chat on ourselves and we share.. As the same thing, both of us have made promised to keep everything within the cab too.. J
It came on me when Eugene ask me a question that I always treated Julian, Ben and Eugene like my own bro.. And Cheryl, my best friend in AKLTG that I consider as.. Ping, Trina and Pearlyn as my good friends.. For sister arh.. I really do not know.. Haha.. Of cuz, not forgetting the batch of exco I have.. They are really a bunch of wonderful fellows..
I want to tell of my friends here.. Please give me honest feedback on where I go wrong.. The last thing I ever want is our friendship to go sour.. I wanna maintain the joy, fun and laughter we have.. As long as I am alive.. I cherish every single moment we have together and vow to make use of it to the fullest.. I love all of you..
That's all Folks
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6/06/2004 08:10:00 AM
Saturday, June 5
I just went thru the TTP of the kids.. I really did not like the atmosphere inside.. It is terrible.. Really.. I feel the hurt tearing inside me.. At the same time, I am actually thinking about myself and stuff..
Especially when they talk about friendship.. It dawn on me how many good friends I actually have and who really understands me.. I really pray that nothing will happen between friends.. If really does, I would pray for them to please give me feedback.. The last thing I ever wanted to our friendship in anyway to go sour.. Really.. Who can understand how much I cherish friendship.. I really just got to show it..
Anyway, before I come down to office, I went to visit Jin Jin's tomb.. It is sort of a relief for me.. Really.. Suddenly felt alot of things lighten up.. Ya.. Feel great.. Hmm.. Anyway, I have a feeling that someone have not been visiting her anymore.. Ya..
That's all what I want to say.. Hack..
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6/05/2004 03:45:00 PM
I went out for the whole day today.. God.. Damn tired..
I went to Wild Wild Wet with Eugene, Kyrie, Cheryl, Nicole and Pearlyn.. I really enjoy myself.. We went for a lot of rides.. The most scary ride that I rode is the Sidewinder.. That is the best game.. I sat with Cheryl the first time and I was like got the shock of my life and my face like turn pale for a moment..
Haha.. Next is we went for the Tsunami, and I almost got drown becuz my leg is caught up with the string and I do not have strength to actually carry on swimming.. I ended up drinking tons of water.. Shit.. I thought at that moment is the end of the world..
We also went for dinner at KFC.. Haha.. Had a great time eating and chatting at the same time.. What is this? ENJOYMENT.. I got to say this time round, I have got a cool batch of friend..
After that, together with Cheryl, we actually went for a movie with Carol, Zak and Grace.. We watch Harry Potter.. It is not bad a show.. Zak and Grac was like discussing about it but I sort of find the story easy to understand..
After the movie, I sort of got into bad mood.. I do not really know why.. Just like my brain have clouds covering it that I have a hard time seeing it and clearing what is it on my mind.. Soon, I realised something after Cheryl talks to me about myself and little about her.. (Thanks Cheryl).. In fact, I thought of quiting doing A Academy.. Really.. I even draft out how I want to write that letter already.. And another thing is abt visiting my friend.. That covering me up..
(Cheryl, I will do whatever it takes to keep the friendshp that both of us have.. I'll bring the "HOPE" back for you in friendship.. Becuz, I got to say I saw the true friend in you and you deserve to be treated the same way on how u treat me..)
Reason
1. I can not see an end in mind for myself and always felt so lost..
2. I feel like that I am not appreciated at all..
3. I am not getting anywhere doing what I am doing now..
I got to say that though I am here only for a few months.. But, I am doing much better what CK is doing for so long.. What the hell.. Yet, what I got in the end.. Seriously, I feel that Patrick does not trust me..(maybe I am too sensitive)
Still, there are things that I can't put it down.. Like the sense of satisfaction and friends I have in A Academy.. And most importantly, A Acad allows me to do what I like to do most n life.. But.. SO WHAT??!! Seriously, though there are someting holding my back.. But it is not strong enough for me to stay in A Academy.. Currently, I am still thinking what to do next.. I am in a dilemma..
Just now, in car, (Cheryl's mum) send me home.. They discussed about something.. And think back, what Cheryl's mum said is the same thing my mum used to say about me.. She always find me spending too much time on my Outdoor activities compared to family and studies.. Think about it.. Though things have lessen right now, yet my mum stll conplaining about me always.. So what is the diff u see.. (This matter make me tinks what happen in the morning when my mum complain about me keep busying with work)
Sigh.. Afternoon mood so high.. Now low again.. Anyway, tml having dinner (Steamboat) with the A Academy kids.. Looking forward to another session of fun and laughter..
That's all Folks..
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6/05/2004 01:40:00 AM
Friday, June 4
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6/04/2004 01:13:00 AM
Thursday, June 3
Haha.. Yeah.. I am going to Wet and Wild tomorrow.. The number of people shot up from 4 to 6/7 of us.. Nicole, Cheryl and I are looking forward to it.. (I only mention these name is becuz the mention it to me when I sms them just now) Really.. Hehe.. After that, I think I am going to watch movie with Cheryl, Zac and Carol.. Hmm.. Show name is Harry Potter..
Today went for a hair cut @ QB House @ Bugis.. Hmm.. Not really as hair cut.. But a trim instead.. And I went to stock up my pen and stationery.. Interesting..
=) Hmm.. Well, thought of sharing about the camp I went through recently.. But thinking about it.. I did not really seen very chia lat case about it.. So I do not know what to say.. Within coaches, they are certain things discussed but I also cannot write it down here.. Well, I only know one thing, whatever happen in the camp, make our friendship in the camp becoming stronger.. One very good example is Martina and me.. (only the coaches know abt it)
That's all folks.. I got to go.. Packing bag time.. Nitez..
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6/03/2004 11:12:00 PM
Finally I have a day to rest.. I am feeling sore throat and body aches.. The feeling is sort of terrible.. Later, heading towards Bugis to buy some stuff.. Muji pen for me and Cheryl.. And of cuz to have a hair cut for myself.. Better get all these things done..
Haha.. Time passes damn fast.. So fast that I have already finishes a camp.. This coming monday, there will be another camp and after tat, I will be heading towards KL and Genting with Zack driving.. I am definitely looking towards that.. Haha..
Just now, Cheryl sms me.. She was accepted in the faculty of science already.. Haha.. It is good.. In a way, she finaly got what she want, isn't it? From here, as a friend, I only can wish her all the best.. Previously, when she got sort of a slap when she received the news that she can not get into Faculty of Science, she is very down.. I think it teach her a great lesson about friends and herself..
I wonder in life, we really need to choose correct friends and make aure that they will not hinder the success of ourselves.. I cannot imagine that at first, now I also understand it already.. Is it true that cissy is a bad influence? I do not know how to answer that question.. I will let those who have encounter with her to decide..
Tomorrow, I am going to Wet 'N' Wild.. Yeah.. With Cheryl, Nicole, Eugene, and Myself.. Pearlyn not yet confirm lor.. Haha.. Will update my adventure tomorrow.. I got to go already.. Bye Bye..
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6/03/2004 12:40:00 PM
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Lonestar